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Name: Andrew L
Gender: Male
Interests: hmmm what interests me ?? i'm very interested in continually trying to convince my body that life has nothing to do with me......and since that is a full time job,thats about it
Expertise: sleeping, text messaging
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Member Since:
11/6/2006
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| what !!!!! are you serious ? why do you let them do that to you ? hey kids what is going on anyway ?? its once again been a little while since we last checked in on you so i thought i would take the chance while life allowed me, to see whats up in your and my life..... came home from the sunny south last saturday and was greeted by a nice mixure of cold,rain and fog, which confused me into a few wrong turns on along the way, which in turn made me angry and even more tired than i already was !!! are we clear ?? pretty much slept the whole sunday away then in the afternoon to get all caught up so it all balanced out then..... did you watch this video to your right ?? lol....shanna stoll showed it to me the other day at work and after watching for the first time i was thinking to myself 'ok so that was a complete waste of a minute of my life'.... but then i watched it again....and again.....and again......and laughed harder and harder each time....i'm not even sure what my favorite part is...the overall adorableness of the kids.....the amazing english accent he speaks in...the kids name being charlie which is perfect cause he looks like a charlie.....i think hans would work though too.....maybe the way the little one is laughing at the end...could be the way he looks at his finger as if charlie took a piece off......maybe the facial expression he blesses us all with at 22/23 seconds.....dont really know but that is entertainment in the purest form right there....it was'nt til about an hour later as i was thinking about it and how dumb this kid is...right ?? i mean how dumb is this kid ?? you are sticking your finger in a little kids mouth, you DESERVE to get bitten !! right ?? i was feeling pretty good about myself at this point until God revealed to me that the video was pretty much a mirror image of me....i play with,poke,pet and play tag with a sin and thats when i figure it wouldnt be a bad idea to get extra friendly and cuddle up all close to it.... only to be suprised when it bites me in the butt......or finger.....oh but the similarities dont stop there...then we still have time to go to the blame game......its never my fault !!! its that stupid devil !!! God why do you allow him to tempt me like that !!!! its charlie..... ALL charlie !!! need i say more ?? i think not.... so i have asked my mother for a blender for quite awhile, not quite sure why i never went out and bought one on my own but thats besides the point....pretty sure i asked for one for my brirthday in april and she got me clothes.....hmm.....little miscommunication i guess.....anyway....so for christmas big mim finally came through and she did not disappoint.... ever heard of a machine called the magic bullet ?... oh yeah she did....lol.....this piece of blending beauty can do pretty much anything but give birth !......its got like 20 parts for the love of sam !!! comepletly out of control !......i say all that cause i used it for the first time tonight.......peanut butter oreo milkshakes.......hold me back...... thursday night had a wild party here for college footballs national championship which was unfortunatly won by the florida gaytors....for anyone in the future who wants to have a football party in the near future here is some advice.....all you need for a goodtime is 1.way to much food.....and 2. no women........thats it....not necessarily in that order either !!! just saying !!! life is good when you got both of those at the same time !!! yeah so american idol comes back on tuesday..... thursday mornings mens meeting thing was'nt nearly as good as usual...actually i am sure it was but because i am not smart i stayed up WAY to late dominated big j on the 360 ! sooooo dumb !! was pretty much asleep the whole morning !! one of the things i do remember from the discussion was the bringing up of rahab who lied and seems to have been blessed for it ?? vaugely remember talking about why God would ask someone to lie, or didnt ask that of her ?? anyway as i thought about it later in the day...i was like 'since when does God make sense?' or since when does anything he does or asks of us makes sense?' go ask abraham,joseph or job how much God makes sense ??? and thats just to name a few on a extremely long list you could compile.....i dont know maybe i am just wierd but the day i totally understand God is gonna suck because then i'll be god and that in turn will suck for all of you cause i would make a terrible god.....so here is a toast to 'My plans and ways are'nt anything like yours' !!!! thank God for that.... night kids, its been fun...lets arrange this again real soon.... | | |
| happy new year kids !!!! hope the start of the new year has you feeling refreshed and otherwise lively !! i trust all could hardly be better in your life... well.....vacation time is quickly drawing to a close, and i can honestly say that i am cool with it.....dont get me wrong !, the shuffleboard at the beach,the football at the beach, the late nights accompanied by the sleeping in, the christmas pinecraft parade,the simple hanging out with family or friends and the rare game of new years eve volleyball i participated in were ALL immensely enjoyed but it is just time.........time to go away........time to get back to the real life.....time to pay the bills.....time to wash the dishes....time to say goodbye to the old friends and start hanging out with the newer ones again.....time to say peace out to the sunny,perfect weather and greet the cold with gritted teeth.....time to actually work again......time .........just time..... good times were had......that can be said with confidence....but it surely doesnt mean that you will hear me saying i wanna move back anytime soon !!! :) oooooooh why are we keeping score ??? cause if your not laughing who is laughing now ???............we are the outsiders...... i dont ever remember having so much uncertainty facing me in an upcoming year before !! which makes it a little extra exciting....it seem like every year before that i can remeber i kinda knew what was upcoming...05 i knew i was going to guate in april for the rest of the year......06 i knew i was staying in guate til the latter part of the year...07 did suprise me by throwing in a move out of state in the middle of it and last year was nothing really special cause i had no plans of leaving sc....but this year is totally different cause i have nearly no idea where i will be my the end of the year...i know where I want to be and thats in sc, but i get a strange feeling that God and the economy may have something to say about what I want !!! :).........one thing i am very confident of is the fact that the first 4 months of this year are going to fly by !!! with weddings and other countries to visit seemingly about every couple weeks i get the feeling i'll face my birthday, wondering where the last 4 months dissapeared but that is just life my dear friends...just life..... so with all that nonsense all said i think i will go get ready for a last meeting up with some people i hav'nt even hung out with yet !!! children be good...you are loved..... | | |
| 8 o'clock is quickly approaching on this the 2009 edition of the day we call Christmas and it seems to me that there is only one thing that really needs to be said.... i am so blessed... do me a favor and go have yourself the best finish to your 09' christmas you could possibly have...... | | |
| i am never ceased in amazement at how you can listen to a song fifty million times and not ever think about it in a certain way until life throws a curveball your way and that 50 millionth and one time hits you between the eyes to the point your laughing and crying at the same time and putting your cd on repeat then listening to the same song for 45 minutes straight.....the same can be said for the bible........ call me if you want all the crazy details of my life,you may wanna take advantage of that offer cause i dont say that much anymore !!! but summing it up in the most beautiful way possible at this point in life would be the line '' this could be all about just letting go, or this could be all about just holding on''.............................you could'nt find more perfect words in the english language to show you my life at the moment....... watch the video,read the lyrics....do one or the other......do niether.....do both...........i couldnt possibly care any less.... :)........ love you and good night................
tell me now, when does this start feeling
like I understand everything I’m dealing with
first I was young, now it’s all just happening
and what about the way I said that
made you turn around and shake your head
like I don’t even know what I’m asking for
this could be all about just letting go
this could be all about just holding on
I can’t get my feet off of the ground
I wanna run but I don’t know how
can you reach down here and pull me out, can you pull me out, yeah
I wanna scream but there’s no sound
I wanna fly to you somehow
can you reach me here and pull me out, can you pull me out
remember when I was young and hungry,
I could take it in, without much money,
I had nothing at all but dreams and time to kill
and now I feel like I’m treading water
and I’m hardly real - I’m just trying harder
to make my way on the earth by standing still
this could be all about just letting go
this could be all about just holding on
I can’t get my feel off of the ground
I wanna run but I don’t know how
Can you reach down here and pull me out, can you pull me out, yeah
I wanna scream but there’s no sound
I wanna fly to you somehow
Can you reach down here and pull me out, can you pull me out
not a moment too soon You will be my rescue
but tell me how long will it take?
I can’t get my feet off of the ground
I wanna run but I don’t know how
can you reach down here and pull me out, can you pull me out
I can’t get my feet off of the ground
I wanna run but I don’t know how
Can you reach down here and pull me out, can you pull me out, yeah
I wanna scream but there’s no sound
I wanna fly to you somehow
can you reach me here and pull me out – can you pull me out
can you pull me out? can you reach down and pull me out?
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| 22 days......a whole lot of things can happen in twenty-two days.....and i am quite sure that the past twenty-two days many things have happened that i have already forgotten because of various reasons.....maybe they happen every day like breath..or a sky...or the billions of leaves that have fallen to the ground and i just have come to take it all for granted...or maybe it was something exciting like hitting a deer while driving way too fast....or eating cotton candy til i threw up...or winning free gas for a year.....but it will just slip my mind as i write.....so here i go and here's to trying to remember everything of somewhat importance..... well first and formost lets go way back to the craziness that was thanksgiving......mommy and dad came wednesday night.....brother doug,wife and three daughters came while dad and i were at thursday morning wisdom time...thursday was spent giving a tour of 'downtown' due west,football,constant eating and sleep...and thats about it.....friday the hanging out didnt stop as the thanksgiving dinner was prepared by the much to kind mommy....and pretty much the same as the day before....way to much food....football....sleep. and thats about it....by nightfall joels parents were around which made it a new record for us as far as heads under our roof goes....they didnt stay here btw....saturday i dont remember much besides my noles being dominated by the gators and big jerry and diane helping us set a new record for heads under our roof !!!...saturday evening dougs left for the homeland of indy and no joke like 20 minutes later traveling on their way home from indy my other brother brendan along with his wife and four children trotted in !!! and we did it all over again !! mom and dad left after church sunday, and if you ever get the chance, ask my dad how that trip home went !!!! funny story....., brothers hung around til monday morning then i went to work wondering what the sam just happened ???? good good times were had though.....at least i would say that, maybe they all thought it sucked, i dont know but i had a great time just pretty much enjoying the hanging out......so that is that.... yeah so i dont really remember anything else from the last 3 weeks...lol....so lets talk about the future.... :) two weeks from this very day i plan to take to the road and follow her to the sunny days of florida for ten whole days....mucho looking forward to seeing all the homies down there holla back !!!! yeah ok.... um...talked to my long lost friend zachari last night and i am pretty mcuh stoked to get up there for this guys wedding !! but do me a favor and dont tell him that its not really anything to do with his wedding and everything to do with seeing new york city with my own human eyes !!!!! and even more exciting news in the traveling realm, is that less than two weeks after getting back from there i will be on the wings of a bird again headed for the beauty that is guatemala for two weeks !!!! can i get a hallelujuah ?? yeah so i think like 3 people know about this so sorry....mom and everyone else that is'nt jerry.... ok after a twenty minute back i am back....just talked to zachari again and bought my ticket for nyc !!! life is good......and you never even knew i left....hmm...unbelievable..... people i think i am going to leave you for this time being...very good chance you'll here from me again soon cause tommorows wisdom sharing is going to be one of the better ones i have a feeling deep within....oh dear..... night children lets try to do this all again much sooner than later..... | | |
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